.Wednesday, September 28, 2005 ' <* take the hint,boy *> Y
stand up from where i fall! cause time and tide wait for no none :)
todae..i was kind of sad bcux of tt guy..
i kant help bud thnk of hm all e tyms..
n tt gal said tt i kan 4get hm..by..she hestitate..
n i immediately gusesed..um mean by cuttin moi wrists,,yahx??
n she said yes..
howeva..i jux feel tt by cuttin wrists..we may nt realli 4get abt e pains..
or mayb sum will..
i m nt implyin tt it is a stupid act..
cux dey r free to do soo..
bud it would b e same as toturin moiself..
i m hurt..badlx..
n y shld i continue hurtin moiself??
y??by hurtin moiself..
wouldnt he jux hav 2 kare less bout mi if anythng were to happen to mi??
yes..mayb 2 sum,,cuttin wrists kan realli 4get 1s unhappiness..
bud by doin soo..it will leave a scar..'
n wouldnt e hurtx no longa b erased??
n wouldnt it b da same as leavin e pain on 4eva??
i will live as hapie as i kan..
i will 4get e painss..
bud i won do soo by hurtin n toturin moiself..
EnDD..
