.Wednesday, November 09, 2005 ' <* take the hint,boy *> Y
stand up from where i fall! cause time and tide wait for no none :)
wonderr y all guys r lyk these..jux bkux a gal rejected a guy..n dey r der..toturin demself..if dey realli lyk tt gal..dey would carri on widd deir life..or b a gentleman..by tellin her tt dey r still frens..wtf..neva saw such a guy..so selfish..n tryin to make herr feel terrible n guilty..hm..finalli underrstand how i feel liiaox..lupi..budd wadeva happens..i will owaes b derr 4 eu..i support ur decisionn..bud sumtyms i kant help thinkin if u supportd moi decision at tt tym..i owaes feel tt u doesn seems to b supportinn mi..n sumtyms feel tt u r sidinn wiff cln..n blaminn mi..i was feelin so guilty,terrible..sad n depressed..budd oni jl was derr 4 mi..she sweared at cln.. him..she scolded dem..n console mi..ha..she even saidd tt if she kann go ol..she will konfrm go n scold cln..no 1 else seems to b derr..i m cryinn every nite..y does it seems lyk no1 else kare??haixx..do ya noe..at tis kind of junction..1 realli nids to hear consolin words frm deir closest frenn..n i tot i could get it frm u..nw u r stuckedd here..n i dunn wann u to feel terrible..tts y i m here..gifinn u support..i dunn blame eu..kux mayb u jux dunn dare to trust mi..or u didn noe how i felt..or u was angri widd mi 4 gifin up a gud guyor dunn wann to express ur koncern..budd wadeva it iish..eitha wae..i still blieve tt....tt......u supportt mi..haix..actualli..i was realli depressed wenn i told u i had fallen 4 him again..n u said;well,u noe he gort s alread..it was hurtinn..i nided u al..all ur supportt..budd..i jux kant seems to sense it frm u n qisi..budd..we r still frens..i luv u.. n qisi..as a fren..besta frennx..
